FemslashEx letter
Aug. 31st, 2014 08:52 pmAren't I a lucky duck that you want to write me some delicious f/f goodness; I adore you already! I'm copy/pasting some text from prior Dear Author letters, which reads:
Sadly I don't use my DW or LJ for anything but commenting on other peoples' posts and posting Dear Author letters, which I realize is not very satisfying from a poking-around perspective. Please feel free, if you'd like, to peruse my Tumblr (warning: often NSFW), which should give you some idea of what I'm about. Stuff I've written is over here.
Barring that: I am a bookish, mostly-lesbian, 33-year-old cis lady living in the Pacific Northwest. Particular loves of mine include: formidable yet complex women being formidable and complex together; sex writing that is emotionally nuanced and/or ratchets up the narrative tension more than it resolves it; unreliable narrators; atmospheric settings; lovely turns of phrase; strong narrative voices, and weird narrative tricks.
Squicks: My huge, body-horror-level squick is pregnancy and babies; please avoid them if at all possible. Other than that, I'm up for pretty much whatever, including dub-con or even non-con as long as they're acknowledged as such within the context of the story. I write a ton of porn and I love to read it, but it's in no way required or expected, so just follow your muse!
Feel free to disregard fandom-specific ramblings; but if you're interested, I've gone into a bit more detail below. Thanks again for writing me a thing! You rock. :-D
The Fall (TV) (Danielle Ferrington/Stella Gibson, Stella Gibson/Reed Smith)
I really could go either way on pairing Stella with Danielle versus with Reed. To my mind, she has more of an immediate "click" with Reed: she's visibly intrigued during the scene in the second episode where Reed arrives on her motorbike; and she also seems to be visibly off-center during the scene where Reed shows her Olson's postmortem x-rays—which, for someone as unflappable as Stella, is saying something. That is in part because of her complicated feelings about Olson's death, certainly, but it could also have something to do with Reed, or a combination of the two. And Episode 1.4! The scene where they're going over the crime scene together, and then go out for a drink! Goodness me, the slightly macabre yet also oddly touching fic writes itself.
On the other hand, Danny is canonically gay, and I love the push/pull that happens between her and Stella as the show goes on. The show is so understated with its depictions that there's a lot of room for interpretation: to what degree does Stella interpret Danny's disclosure about getting rid of evidence that she had company, to be a power play? To what degree did Danny intend it that way? To what extent does Stella feel blackmailed into offering Danny the position as her right-hand woman? To what extent does Danny realize that? At what point does their dynamic shift away from one-ups-manship and into mutual regard (or has it? or will it in the future?), and how might sexual attraction map over that? I don't have ready answers but I find all these questions really intriguing, and I'd love any story that explored them a bit.
Seriously, I love both these pairings for different reasons. Mellie/Olivia is such an amazing hate-ship: both those women have some serious pent-up aggression and resentment regarding Fitz, both in terms of their relationships with him and in terms of how he figures into their ambitions for themselves. Standard relationship models would dictate that they simply hate and/or avoid each other, but their actual canonical relationship is a lot more complicated than that, because of their ambition and their shared pragmatism; and I can definitely see an attraction building out of that. So while I can see (and would savor) a straight-up hatefucking scenario between Mellie and Olivia, I can also see a situation (porny or no) in which resentment would vie with an unexpected sense of solidarity or grudging respect.
Abby is much more squarely on Olivia's side, to the point where she sometimes seems more a minion than a peer. But there's unexpected complexity there, too—multiple points at which Abby really tangibly resents Olivia, where her loyalty is tested. I think my favorite bits are where they're closest to being peers, though: I love the domesticity of the episode(s) where Olivia is calling Abby at home while Abby bustles around her kitchen. I also love Abby's domme-ish tendencies in her sex scenes with David, and since Grant is obviously (like, OBVIOUSLY) so useless as a lover, I enjoy thinking about Olivia getting someone who just takes charge and shows her a good time for a change—even if that take-chargeness might be to some degree mixed up with Abby needing to prove a point.
Scott & Bailey (Gill Murray/Julie Dodson)
Anyway, hope that helps, and thanks again for the story, you are wonderful!
Groove on,
HBBO