breathedout: Reading in the bath (reading)
This week I made quite a bit of progress on The Air You Breathe by Frances de Pontes Peebles, with which I'm now about halfway done (it's long, but reads quickly). I'm still very much enjoying it: the Lapa (Rio de Janeiro) setting is vivid, the sections with older!Dores take the edge off of younger!Dores's teen angst, and the dynamic between Dores and Graça convincingly lives in that codependent-best-friends, yes-we're-lovers-but-only-when-Graça-says-so space that is relatably 17 years old. Predictably I am also very drawn to the relationship between Dores and Vinicius, their guitarist and artistic collaborator, with whom she goes on to have a long, complex relationship and whom she ends up marrying many years after Graça's young death. Thus far I'm impressed with how Peebles is navigating the attachment between a young woman who is primarily erotically invested in other women, but who is also passionately invested, with all of herself, in the making of music, and a man with whom she connects musically on a generative level. Can't think why that would be of personal interest. Ahem. Oh! As befits a story about the samba scene in Lapa in the 1930s, this book also features a character based on João Francisco dos Santos, aka Madame Satã, which is a fun queer-historical cameo although I don't know enough about Santos to know how close the parallel is, and from what I can gather the historical figure was actually in prison during the mid-30s, when the early section of this novel takes place.

In other news: with research assistance from [personal profile] oulfis—who, just saying, is a great friend to have if you happen to be writing a historical novel set in Canada—I got my hands on a couple articles and a book by Linda J. Quiney: most notably This Small Army of Women: Canadian Volunteer Nurses and the First World War, and "Borrowed Halos: Canadian Teachers as Voluntary Aid Detachment Nurses during the Great War" (Historical Studies in Education 15,1 (2003)). The VAD program trained emergency nursing aids and ambulance assistants, much to the resistance and consternation of the professional nursing community, which was just starting to make headway on gaining respectability as a licensed, skilled profession. As casualty numbers got out of hand, though, even the nurses had to admit that the VAD women (and some men) filled an undeniable need. The Canadian VAD started out the war with a strong preference for candidates who were young, well-educated, middle-class, and of "British heritage" (by this they meant "white, Church of England, Anglo-Saxon"), although 'round about 1916 they did come to the belated realization that, as they were currently fighting a war IN FRANCE, and as it happened they had a whole demographic of francophone people right there in their own country, they might want to compromise their bigotry far enough to, like, get their training manuals translated into French, and extend the olive branch to French-speaking Canadians. Or whatever.

Anyway, Quiney's book isn't particularly excerptible or gripping on its own merits, but it's very useful for my purposes: it goes through the nitty-gritty mechanics of what the training course was like—how many weeks, what the time commitment was, what the curricula looked like, how useful that curricula usually proved on the wards; whether VAD trainees who went abroad usually got hospital training before they went; how the mechanism of securing placement abroad worked; what sorts of tasks VADs were usually given once they were placed; how VAD detachments were structured; comparative statistics for VAD participation from various provinces, how the dynamics evolved between the VADs and the professional nursing establishment, and so on. It's helping me flesh out the details of how my characters came together pre-novel. I also think it squares well with my plans in terms of—the mostly-unsuccessful plot my characters hatch should be a deliberate subversion of the VAD system (for one thing most of them don't fall into all the desired demographic categories, and for another thing they're not trying to go to England or France), but it should also be historically possible. And based on Quiney, I think both things are true. So cool!

I also read a few pages of my old favorite (sort of? Is is a "favorite" if you find a book and its author endlessly fascinating, even if a lot of that fascination comes from qualities that are also horrifying?) The Price of Salt by Patricia Highsmith, because [personal profile] greywash and I are doing a reading-and-viewing project on adaptations, and TPoS/Carol is the first pairing we're tackling. Way back when we still lived in our first LA apartment (so 2015, yikes), I was working on a project that would have interwoven the Price of Salt timeline with a timeline of the section of Highsmith's biography leading up to the publication of the novel; I'm super tempted to dig that out again and take a look at it as I revisit. We'll see what ends up happening!
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peachpulpeuse asked: i was just thinking about the conversation you lot were having re american road trips, and i realized that even tho the road trip in the price of salt is supposed to be a romantic getaway, or whatever, it gives me the same itchy nervous dried-sweat feeling as the extended road trip/pedo kidnapping in lolita. have you felt the same thing? is it an artifact of creepy road trips (e.g. f&l in lv)?? or is it just that p. highsmith cant help but make you feel anxious and culpable? idk anyway cheers


Yes, definitely. I mean to some extent that anxious dread is very much rooted in the plot, since they’re being tailed and spied on by Carol’s husband’s private detective the whole time, so there’s that uneasy tension between getting away and running away.

The prospect of escape, in particular escape from one’s own identity, is I think always incredibly appealing to Highsmith and I think she herself perceived it as a little too appealing: dangerously appealing, for reasons that become obvious with Ripley. Which makes it intriguing that she plays the tension in the road trip section of The Price of Salt the way that she does: what outcome are we, the readers, supposed to be rooting for here? One is very conscious that in reading a romance novel one is supposed to be rooting for the main couple to stay together, and in this case I legitimately do… but does that mean hoping for Carol to choose Therese over her daughter, staying with Therese and just never returning to New York? Starting a new life from scratch in some little town in the American West, just severing all ties with her previous existence and living in permanent exile, à la the end of Du Maurier’s Rebecca? I mean, that’s sure what Highsmith herself would try to do, over and over again, but I think even she gets why it’s a disturbingly claustrophobic and unsatisfying version of a happy ending. The one that she gives us—where Carol chooses New York and her daughter over Therese and then the court takes the daughter away anyway, so that Carol ends up in a tenuous reconciliation with Therese as a sort of consolation prize—feels maybe more politically depressing but also more genuinely… freeing? At least to me. And I end the book feeling a lot more confident that Therese is going to have the opportunity to develop into her own independent person, than I would have if she and Carol had shacked up in Santa Fe or whatever.

And then too, in the road trip section, the fact that the dynamic between the two women, even on its own, is remarkably… prickly… adds to that sense of unease. Schenkar has this great line about Highsmith, which is that “Whenever Pat fell in love, her first thought was to escape with her new lover and her second thought was to escape from her new lover.” I think there’s definitely a bit of that tension going on with Carol, and perceiving it through Therese’s eyes just adds to the sense of shaky footing. Highsmith herself felt both cruelly abandoned and oppressively hounded by her mother, who was the most enduring and also the most mutually hurtful love of her life; and I think it’s interesting that she sets up this fictional dilemma where, no matter what Carol does, she’ll be both abandoning and pursuing a relationship with a daughter-figure (one eroticized, one not, but the glass of milk scene alone sets up mother-daughter vibes between Therese and Carol). That’s enough to create a prickly dread-feeling for anyone, I think!

But yeah, ahahahaha basically I think everything Highsmith wrote is supersaturated with guilt and anxiety. ISN’T IT GRAND.
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So. The Price of Salt (1952). First lesbian pulp with a “happy ending,” meaning in this case that neither of the female protagonists died, went mad, or decided they liked men after all (or, incidentally, chose to elope and cut themselves off from all the other people they love). To many readers—very much including me—the understated ending of Highsmith’s novel feels “more realistic” than either a typical romance-novel Happy Ever After, or the overblown, censorship-enforced, soap-operatic tragedy of pulps like Spring Fire.

INTERESTINGLY (suicide cw): )

[Note from 2019: I still await, and am tempted to write myself, the Norma Desmond/Carol Aird fanfic. A Yuletide possibility, perhaps.]
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Happiness was like a green vine spreading through her, stretching fine tendrils, bearing flowers through her flesh. She had a vision of a pale-white flower, shimmering as if seen in darkness, or through water. Why did people talk of heaven, she wondered.


—Patricia Highsmith, The Price of Salt

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[Highsmith’s] second, pseudonymous work, The Price of Salt (1952), was so marked by her secret obsessions that writing it felt like a birthing. “Oh god,” she enthused, “how this story emerges from my own bones!” In it, she mixed images reminiscent of Grimm’s fairy tales and Lolita (three years before Nabokov published his masterpiece) with a luminous halo of incest and a little light pedophilia to bring to an eager and (mildly) misled public the novel they read as the first popular narrative of successful lesbian love. The Price of Salt sold hundreds of thousands of copies and made Patricia Highsmith uneasy all her life.


—Joan Schenkar, The Talented Miss Highsmith

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